The Tear and the Thread

Standing Between the Presence of God and the Temptation to Compromise

By Josh Singleton | Founder and Lead Cultivator, The Neighborhood Garden Project

 
 

In Matthew 27:51, we read one of the most earth-shaking sentences in all of Scripture:

“And behold, the curtain of the temple was torn in two, from top to bottom.”

This wasn’t symbolic. It was surgical. God tore the veil that once separated man from His presence—from top to bottom, signaling that man had nothing to do with it. Heaven made the first move. The way was open.

This is what we call the first veil—the one torn by the blood and body of Jesus. It represented everything we couldn’t access without Him: intimacy, identity, presence, and freedom.

That veil is gone. Forever.

But here’s the hard truth:

Many are trying to sew a second one.

Before the cross, only the high priest could enter the Holy of Holies. Access was limited. The veil was heavy, thick, and enforced by divine holiness. No one questioned it—it was simply the order of things. But this veil wasn’t just about ritual purity or sacred distance. It was the physical manifestation of mankind’s ongoing declaration of independence from God.

From Eden to Sinai to the temple courts, man’s sin had always driven separation. Not because God delighted in distance, but because holiness cannot coexist with rebellion. The veil reminded Israel of their nature—that they were cut off unless someone interceded. It reminded humanity: You want to live apart from Me? This is what that costs.

But when Jesus died, He didn’t just forgive sins. He gave access. He became the intercession. He tore through centuries of spiritual separation with one final cry. That’s what the torn veil means: there’s now nothing standing between man and God except unwillingness. The invitation is open. The access is purchased. The presence is available.

“We have confidence to enter the Most Holy Place… by a new and living way that He opened for us through the curtain (that is, through His flesh).” (Hebrews 10:19–20)

The torn veil was God’s declaration: you’re no longer on the outside looking in. But the only way through is still the same as it’s always been—surrender.

This “second veil” isn’t talked about directly in Scripture, but its effects are everywhere—and they are devastating. This veil isn’t simply passively draped over blind eyes; it is actively sewn shut by hearts unwilling to yield. It’s not just that people can’t see—it’s that they won’t turn. And that refusal to turn is an act of spiritual defiance that mirrors the same declaration of independence that hung the first veil in the first place.

This is why fear, anxiety, and discomfort are not neutral experiences—they become agreements. Every time someone chooses comfort over surrender, they reach for the thread. Every time someone lets fear dictate their obedience, they pull the veil a little tighter. When anxiety drives control, or disappointment hardens hope, that second veil starts taking shape. It’s not just ignorance—it’s participation.

And it’s not new.

There have been stitchers for a long time. Generation after generation, people have tried to reinforce separation under the name of religion, self-protection, or false humility. But here’s the piercing truth:

There are no partial veils. There is no middle ground. There is no such thing as being "kind of surrendered."

You are either walking through the torn veil—daily dying to self, actively renewing your mind, stepping deeper into formation—or you are, by default, helping to stitch it back together. There is no neutral ground. Passivity is permission. And comfort becomes cooperation.

It’s the veil stitched back together by those who have access but won’t walk through it. By those who’ve been invited to the inner courts but remain in the outer ones. By those who want to benefit from the Kingdom without dying into the King. It’s stitched by those who have grown familiar with God’s proximity, but resist His authority.

And here’s the piercing part: Every time we compromise clarity, we help them stitch.

When we lower the standard to make someone feel included… we stitch.

When we allow presence without posture… we stitch.

When we tolerate misalignment because “they’ve been around a long time”… we stitch.

When we call fruit “enough” without demanding the root… we stitch.

When we soften surrender in the name of keeping peace… we stitch.

Every stitch is a delay in access, a reduction in power, and a distortion of what Jesus made permanently available. We’re not just tolerating weakness—we’re endorsing separation. And that’s why every stitch matters. Because it doesn’t just keep someone out of the garden. It keeps them out of the Holy of Holies.

At The Garden Project, we don’t just steward garden plots—we steward Kingdom soil. That means we’re not looking for quick fruit. We’re looking for those willing to walk through the full formation process.

Every filter we’ve built—every discernment layer, every slow yes, every protected boundary—isn’t about exclusivity. It’s about not helping people stay veiled when Jesus already made a way through.

To hand someone fruit without inviting them to die in the soil first is to say: “You can have the Kingdom without becoming like the King.”

And that is a lie.

We don’t give out plots because someone is nice. We don’t release leadership because someone is available. We don’t bypass the process because someone is talented.

If the fruit is separated from the formation, the fruit will rot—or worse, reproduce dysfunction.

Jesus said it plainly:

“Unless a grain of wheat falls to the earth and dies, it remains alone. But if it dies, it bears much fruit.” (John 12:24)

No death, no fruit. No surrender, no access. No obedience, no expansion.

So we hold the line—not to be harsh, but to remain faithful to the tear.

Creation obeys. The soil doesn’t apologize. The tree doesn’t ask for permission to grow. The garden doesn’t flinch—it lives in full obedience to its design.

But people? We flinch. We want the outcome without the obedience. We want the harvest without the hidden place.

And when we build systems that allow people to participate in the fruit without walking through the tear—we become co-stitchers of the second veil.

We don’t grieve veiled eyes because they can’t see. We grieve because they won’t turn. Not because the veil is still there—but because they’re still choosing to live like it is.

Let our lives, our decisions, our leadership, and our rhythms say loudly:

The veil was torn. I will not help stitch it back together.

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